Even though I don't even main a healer, as a tank I've been having similar feelings and I can only imagine how much more damaging it is as a healer. Why do they do this. . . Yes yes, I know. I haven't uploaded in a while. I'm not happy about it either, but hopefully I'll also post a whole video where I quickly address my feelings and what's been happening. For now I have been pretty much fully focusing on my twitch streams, which I encourage you to stop by sometime :) But of course, I still want to make youtube videos so for now I decided to make something a bit more simple so I can get back into the mix again. Thanks for the patience ❤